Im about to have half of me ripped out and moved to the other side of Australia. Im losing my best friend all over again, I told myself right from the start when she moved here that my heart would break if she ever left and we get split up again.
Now Its happening, I can feel my heart shattering inside my chest and the tears wont stop. This hurts more than any breakup Ive ever had because this person is my fucking soul mate. We’ve been ripped apart from each other too many times, and just when I thought we’d finally get to be together again, it all goes to shit. Im not even sobbing anymore, Im too exhausted, the tears just wont stop pouring down my face. I can’t go for an extended amount of time again with half of me missing. I won’t survive it, not this time.