January 2012
Anonymous asked: whats happening with your work?
December 2011
Lying on the couch by myself watching zombieland, made kickass pasta, and waiting for stevie to finish work so she can pick me up (with a burrito!) and take me back to hers. I love having friends that work at my favourite food place.
Where have you been all this time? A week seems like an eternity away.
Should be on the bus right now on my way to work for my last shift. Instead in lying in bed with the fan on and I regret nothing.
I wish I was a bird, so I could just.. Fly away.
When did everything get so hard and so shit? When did a job and money and stress become the main part of my life? When did I start waking up every day more miserable than the last? When will everything get slightly better? I can’t wait forever and I wont.
I always find a way to royally fuck things up. Yet I’m so numb to everything I can’t feel anything. I’m sitting here, waiting, staring into space. I feel nothing all the time. I’m broken.
This is going to be entertaining. Ill look more fabulous anyway, and will spend the majority of the night laughing about it
Perfect day.
But fuck this, I’m putting on nightmare before Christmas and having a fat cry. I dont have the energy or heart strength to deal with this. Not again.
I can’t ever fucking win, can I?
I spoke to my dad for the first time in about 6 months today. Only because my brother threatened and guilt tripped me and waved a card from dad infront of my face. I rang him, made awkward small talk, and faked my way through it. Everyone made me feel like I was being childish and stubborn, but I’m sorry that almost 20 years of abuse and neglect makes me a little uneasy to associate with the...
fr0zenandparalyzed asked: do you like monopoly?
fr0zenandparalyzed:
Today a rockabilly family came into our store. The dad had green creepers on and amazing tattoos covering his arms and amazing hair. They put on a rockabilly show every year to raise money and they are going to get us to make cupcakes for them next year and it is going to be amazing. Yay!!
Me in a few years time with whatever man is lucky enough. Booyah.
My christmas eve shall consist of canadian club dry, souther comfort, cold rolls, chocolate and Hannah when she gets here later tonight. We’re gonna stay up all night and wait for Santa. And by Santa I mean my mother when she tries to sneak past us to put our presents under the tree cuz she thinks we’re stupid and naive, WE KNOW YOUR GAMES, MOTHER.
Anyway, trying my hardest to load...
clareeliza asked: I don't know your exact situation and what has happened, but I hope things get better for you soon because that feeling is the worst feeling in the entire world and I hate that it exists. It's really hard to get better but I hope you do. You're so pretty and I love your tatoos!
I’m tired of the numbness. Nothing brings excitement to me anymore.. I’m in this constant zombie like state, like im here but not really. I see and hear everything happen around me but it doesn’t sink in, I talk to people all day but don’t remember one conversation j had because I wasn’t there the whole time. I should stop reminiscing over how happy I was last year at...
Thankyou lovely ladies for your advice, I think I’ll talk to my doctor next week and find the best solution to this issue.
dr4w-y0ur-sw0rds-deactivated201 asked: I thought it was you but I didn't know if I should say hi. And don't be down on yourself you looked amazing today. :)
isaideasygirliknowithurts asked: I know it probably wont mean much but i think youre beautiful. I know we havnt met yet and we bearly know each other. To be corny and also quote boosh "its whats inside that counts its not the peel its the orange." Youre beautiful dont think your not.
laamb asked: when you go off the pill the weight will fall off lover. Ask for a different one when you have finished these lot :)